Chillin'

So many things are turning in my head right now. Tomorrow I have to join the cooking competition, even know my team don't have any experience of cooking. So my team kinda lazy to prepare everything until a day before the day, I'm the one who's going insane with a lot of stuff must to do. So today I asked my best classmate ever to help me buy the inggridients ( she is the one who is always understand me even she's not in my team). Kinda frustrating, and I feel mad at the other members, cos when I contact them to bring something they're trying to escape and give a lot of stupid dumb as* reason. So I have prepare it until my quality time for my self running out. Perhaps I'm selfish? Ego?. And it's useless if I'm angry by myself, so I'm the one who bring a lot of stuffs to school. I  was wondering I'm gonna be a stupid funny clown tomorrow. Thanks to my mom who's helping me save this horrible felling. Right now I'm just blogging around. Kinda feel good after typing.